Bare with me while I get a little introspective about life today, because I am at a cross roads.
I used to be convinced that I hate change.
I'd tell anyone who suggested a new job or opportunity to me that I couldn't possibly consider change because I. just. don't. do. change.
But I've had a lightbulb moment in the past week.
It's not change to which I am averse.
It's decisions.
I fear making the decisions that instigate the change.
I'm scared to make a choice.
Allow me to provide you with some insight -
As a kid, I hated 'choose your own adventure' books because I didn't want to make the wrong choice. What if I chose wrong?
Life is much more serious than a children's book and I still fear making the wrong decision.
You rarely (if ever) get the opportunity to make a choice twice; and sadly, I don't have access to a crystal ball to guide me.
So how do I know that I'm choosing the 'right' path?
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Oh Andie... reading that made me feel sad :(
ReplyDeleteYou are such an amazing, strong, sensible, grounded woman, and I think that whatever you decide will be just the right thing.
Believe in yourself <3
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I think you should choose the "foot" path, otherwise you'll get run over by cars. Xxx
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